Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Mesh Tanktops with Dragon Motifs

I've got 4 days to entertain myself at site this week. I'm struggling with this easy task. Part of the difficulty is my need for some sort of schedule, the other the weather. With the school year, it's obvious to see myself as a volunteer from 8 till 5 or 6 with a few more hours of prep thrown in. During summer, I'm thankful that I'm hopping from camp to camp because what I'm most capable of doing as a volunteer at this time is online work and I hate how this somehow always swallows the whole day and I can't distinguish between what I really got done and what was more in line with "personal business." Because I'm away from site most of the summer, it's hard to have a club or other organization going. I try to get out to the market in the morning before the heat is too bad, and then play basketball or football with the boys close to sun down. I need to work on my attitude during these outings, any public viewings really, because I'd rather hide than be pointed at. True, I do have some basic conversations with some people but for the most part I feel as though I'm in some sort of twisted Where's Waldo.

Last week I was north of Kyiv for Peace Corps' language refresher. It was great to see how other volunteers are developing both in language and site integration. We all have very different sites but the issues we come across are universal. By discussing what has worked and hasn't worked in these various communities gave me new ways of approaching my classroom and pinpointing direct action I'm capable of. It doesn't take long to realize that two years is not enough time to get to know a people and any shortcuts/advice towards what Peace Corps and my counterpart would consider results is a must. At the refresher I think my old training staff was amused by my language ability in part because of my southern accent and urge to use some Ukrainian word substitutes. Lately I've really been struggling with speaking because I've been using so much English and I've gone back to internally translating from English to whatever language suits the locality. I still have no idea what to speak at site. Everyone that I speak to at site says they are speaking Ukrainian though that is clearly not the case. For me, it's really hard to blend Russian and Ukrainian because I don't know what vocabulary to borrow from each. With that, speaking Ukrainian always causes me to bust out a Slovak word or two. It was great at the refresher to learn a more professional language for working with NGOs but at the same time I worry that that vocab is all a bit too esoteric for my surroundings.

After the refresher, I made a quick stop at Chernigov. About half of Peace Corps trainees train in this region but since I was near Kyiv this was my first time. It's famous in the history of Kievan Rus', the connection that makes Ukraine and Russia so intertwined as a people. I've included some pictures of the churches and monasteries.


Other news, during the refresher I read the airport read Three Cups of Tea. Sure, it isn't the best journalism but it still was an encouraging story. What I took away from the novel is exactly what I wanted out of it; in order to improve the quality of life of a people the change must come from its local capacity.

I also had a discussion with my landlady this week. It was very difficult for me to communicate what I'm feeling about living with her. She is a wonderful person and has great intentions. The disconnect I can currently sum up in two parts. First, what she was hoping for from me was more in line with that of receiving a foreign exchange student. I, though open to being a part of the family, helping out, and giving them language instruction do not want to be seen as a teenager without the capacity to care for herself. I'm here on a professional basis and do not request maternal nagging. Second, Ukrainian homes are different from what I'm used to. Perhaps because the US is an expansive country, Americans grow up used to a lot of space both personally and physically. Here, generations of families live together and depend on one another. It's okay for a family to share one bed. Therefore, though I'm extremely thankful for having a room to put my stuff in and a lot of modern amenities, not having a space to call my own is very hard psychologically.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Kinda Dumb


I'm collecting visuals for project planning and other things for ABC and came across this graphic. Interning with a city government, I definitely witnessed this and I see the equivalent of these images running through my head every time I propose an idea at site.

Making the Time

One gigantic misconception I had about Peace Corps and my involvement in it is that I'd have a lot of downtime for "personal exploration" through reading, writing, and doing arts and crafts. I hear stories of such volunteers and I envy them. Am I just that bad at managing the time in my day? When I talk to friends and family I'm always stuck when describing what I'm up to because it seems so monotonous and petty, but I swear it's a constructive use of my time. Planning lessons, researching and introducing projects (let alone implementing them) take up a lot of my time.

However, I still want to incorporate more reading into my life. In stark contrast to most volunteers, I'd say that I've done the least amount of reading in my life while in service. Perhaps this is because I'm addicted to my GoogleReader or too occupied translating from Russian, but I want to make it part of my day.

Here's a list of books I've been wanting to read. If you have any of them laying around and want an excuse to visit the post office, please feel free to do so on my behalf:


Teach Like a Champion by Dough Lemov !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Three Cups of Tea by Greg Mortenson and David Oliver Relin
Mennonite in a Little Black Dress by Rhoda Jenzen
Making Ideas Happen by Scott Belsky
The Story of Stuff by Annie Leonard
The Frozen Rabbi by Steve Stern
The Disappearing Spoon by Sam Kean
Quantum by Manjit Kumar
The Naked Anabaptist by Stuart Murray
The Possessed: Adventures with Russian Books by Elif Batuman
The Way We Learn by Louis Menand
An Edible History of Humanity by Tom Standage
Ladies and Gentleman, The Bible! by Jonathon Goldstein
anything by Ian McEwan
Shah of Shahs by Kapuscinski
The War against Cliche by Martin
Perfect Rigor by Masha Gessen !!!!!!!!

Survivor '10


Tent City

Gah, I spent nearly an hour writing this post for it to only not be saved and disappear. Second time around.


The last few days of June and 4th of July week I spent in the Kosiv region of Ivano-Frankivsk Oblast in western Ukraine at Survivor Camp. If I recall correctly, this is the sixth year of Survivor, a camp open to locals and students throughout Ukraine, staffed by Peace Corps volunteers and university students. The camp has two components: English language and "survivor skills." During the camp, students have lessons in healthy lifestyles, ecology, and survivor skills while also having team-building activities and excursions.

Though it wasn't necessarily "work", Survivor is one of my favorite service experiences so far. I had the opportunity to interact with students from all over Ukraine. There was a wide spectrum of students, ages 11 to early twenties. Language ability varied, but I noticed improvement with nearly everyone as the week progressed simply because the campers were exposed to so many of "us." Also at the camp there were some returned FLEX students. FLEX is an American exchange program that allows talented, self-motivated youth with high language ability the chance to spend one year in an American high school to promote cultural exchange and encourage participants to be active leaders upon return. I enjoyed hearing about their experiences, misconceptions Americans had about them, and what they hoped to do after their studies. Hopefully I'll volunteer a bit with this program next year. Typically campers came with volunteers from their site. Unfortunately, my four campers returned back to site after the first night. I now know that they regret this, which was to be expected. I consider that I and the staff did a fair job encouraging the students not to leave but they were determined in their flight. To back up, when discussing Survivor with my campers, I shared as much information as I could though much remained a mystery about the accomodations. So when we arrived at camp to discover that it was over an hour walk into town, we had to boil our water, use a latrine, and there was no place to recharge their sacred cell phones (that their parents called every ten minutes), they were in shock and determined to get out of there as soon as possible. On top of that, there was a bad thunderstorm the first night that soaked the camp and them not being used to any real extreme weather and possibly being away from home for the first time (in my opinion) only made it worse from their point of view and habit (dirty shoes are nearly sinful, getting wet and then cold will kill you, and other Ukrainian tall tales). I won't take their departure personally, but it did spark some internal debate about the mentality of my site and its inability to accept alternative solutions or circumstances thus limiting its ability to ever evolve. I was really hoping to use these students as anchors in the coming school year for projects because they would have gained so much individually from this camp. The other campers struggled the first night too, but they learned to adapt and accept the challenges by fully participating and integrating into the group.



Our Kitchen

One of the tasks our teams had every few days was to go into town and buy enough food to feed the entire camp (up to 6o people at one time) for a few meals. At first, the food was okay and the campers weren't to happy with the quality. With time, they became more creative with preparation and there were no seconds to be had. Whenever I have downtime during a lesson, I often play "Would You Rather." A question I always ask in Ukraine is: Would you rather have free potatoes or free chocolate for a year? 8 out of 10 Ukrainians answer potatoes, which I kind of find entertaining. I mention this because whenever my team had a meeting about what was on the menu they begged for potatoes. For me, potatoes are a filler only worthy in french fry or chip form. For the students I interact with, it's such an essential part of their diets that they crave it like I crave cereal or Mac N' Cheese.



It started to get annoying how many times I had to turn around during the hike to capture the sunrise.

Ukrainian interpretation of "free range cattle", a dairy farm a few kilometers up a mountain.



Iren nicknamed this part of the trail the "Lord of the Rings Forest"

Standard Tourist Shot, thanks Ira!




Iren, Kristina, and Alexander (our guide)

Roughly halfway through the camp we had the option of going on an excursion to Pip Ivan, about a 25 kilometer hike. Pip Ivan is an observatory built by the Polish before World War II on the top of a mountain. Pip Ivan is now a ruin, filled with graffiti and broken bottles, but it offers views of much of the Carpathians. The hike was awesome, passing farms, forests, summits, cliffs, and waterfalls. Possibly due to dehydration and hunger, I was entertained by the notion that we passed the pre-war border between Czechoslovakia and Poland. Hikers that passed by greeted us in Polish, a language I miss hearing in the south. Despite some impressive falls and being soaked, all campers that came along survived the hike.



I'm glad I got to celebrate the 4th with fellow Americans. It's taken me this long to mature, as well as living in Ukraine, to be thankful that I'm an American. I've never regretted being one, but certain campaigns and our role as a superpower have made me doubt my patriotism at times. Sometime in the future I'll share some notes on "why I'm proud to be an American": the value of risk, equality in the workplace, individualism, property law...

To celebrate, the campers had American Studies classes. For meals, in the morning we had blueberry oatmeal (my only blueberries in Ukraine!- and possibly only once because I think they are only available in the mountains) with banosh, a traditional western Ukrainian corn dish. In the evening we had chili and smores. We even had fireworks!







Towards the end of camp we celebrated Ivan Kupala, an ancient holiday that relies heavily on interpretation and locality. At Survivor the girls weaved flower wreaths that they then took down to the river. According to tradition, girls are to throw the wreath into a river and the boy who catches it in the water is then the girl's future husband. To seal the deal, later in the evening the couple jumps over a fire (there are a lot of variations though).

Survivor was a wonderful experience and hopefully I'll get to participate next year and maybe even take a greater leadership role in its planning. Currently, I'm at site for three nights frantically gathering materials from online for ABC in two weeks. This upcoming week I'll be at a language refresher sponsored by Peace Corps, hopefully clearing up my Surzhyk (Ukrainian/Russian mixture). I'm looking forward to hearing some clean Russian and sharing ideas with fellow PCVs about what works for them at their sites. I also want to renew my own language goals. I figure since I spend so much time during the school year doing individual Russian language instruction, I should come out of Peace Corps with as much fluency as I can in speaking, reading, and writing. I also want to improve my knowledge of Ukrainian and be able to speak cleanly and read Ukrainian literature, but I'll hold off on that for another month or so.


Brief Interlude

I've been at site for two nights now, which has allowed me to catch up on my online reading and follow the Lebron James debacle. I'm not one to care, but I appreciate these two posts Tumbled by people I met through Western:

Newspaper Blackout

Taught to hate Cleveland


I also enjoyed the Freakonomics post: "Would Cleveland Be Better Off With LeBron James or a New DaimlerChrysler Plant?"

Holy Guacamole



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